Friday, December 15

i feel so sad.
i just feel like crying suddenly.
there are too many misunderstandings in this world.
there are too many things happening.
there is just too much that is not within our control.

please bring me to Rome with you. :)


i never regretted making that choice.
because i know it was the only way out.
I never forgot all the tears you cried.
It has always been lingering in my head.
I can never forgive myself and I still blame myself for everything.
I only had your future in mind.
I just didnt want you to regret it.
but why did I choose to be so harsh?
I know i cant make you happy.
I know im always making you upset.
cos im just too overbearing.
perharps you did make me angry and stuff.
that was what made me perservere to make that decision even more.

i just want to let you know that if you turned back time,
i would still have made that same decision.
although it was a tough decision,
and I know both of us will end up getting hurt,
I know its the best way out for you and me.
because no matter how strong you appear from the outside,
and how emotionally stable you appear to be,
I know you yearn for a strong shoulder to lean on.
someone who will make you feel safe, make you feel loved.

I know you will find that right one one day. :)


I dont know what to do to atone for my mistakes.
But I know nothing I do is going to make up for all the emotional stuff you went through.
So i decided the best thing I can do for you as a friend is ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU.
BIG HUG! :)
I LOVE YOU! you know it! :)
& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN* ;
11:43 PM

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